“THE ARTIST’S ARMOUR” ORIGINAL APRON

Every quest has it’s challenges, of which mine has innumerable. I’ve moved from resisting the struggles, to understanding their purpose and place in my life. Moving from the dissatisfaction of negative emotions, to grasping their greater purpose has given me the tools to let them pass move swiftly, and appreciate them in retrospect, not taking away from the depths of sorrow, frustration and hopelessness they might contain. They’ve become the turning-points in the journey, the ways to strive forward and onwards with more confidence and strength. Over time, my apron has collected layers of paint, stains, and marks—each one a testament to the creative battles I’ve faced. Instead of seeing it as something worn or disposable, I choose to embrace it, turning the evidence of my struggles into something meaningful. Every splatter and tear holds a memory of frustration, persistence, and ultimately, growth. This piece is a reflection of the process itself—messy, unpredictable, and full of transformation.